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[July 29, 2006 @ 5:10pm] |
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Heh heh.
He broke up with me :D.
Lose a good friend and my boyfriend in the same day.
LMAO.
I should have known better. He's just like ryan on the inside.
L~M~A~O
Talk about a burn though, DAYMN SON YOU GOT SEERRVVEED.
That fuckin' hurt Jay, seriously.
Totally unessicary.
But, what'evs.
I don't need him ._. I don't need him at all.
Selfish and always breaking his promises.. Uncareing so, fuckin' whatever.
I've got Dean and Becky. I don't need Jason at all >:/ i don't need assholes in my life.
I hurt ._. ...
This marks the end of my LJ. This thing has seen too much Bullshit.
Plus i'm tired of complete morons reading it.
I should have broken up with him. I should have. I always tried to fix shit. he never did. I always cared, he didn't. Fuck this >:/ I shouldn't be upset. .... Bleh..
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Well, I deleted the last post after responding to Mr. Cry-ass Ryan.
But then I realized; I don't have time, nor do I wish, to argue with immature pricks who have the I.Q and mental capacity of a small child.
BUT.
I do not make this post for the simple fact of assure Ryan that his Dick is actually NOT the biggest of all the lands!
that was just to clear up where the previous post went; And for those who don't know, Me and Sah-sah are still friends, we both apologized and realized where the misunderstanding began.
So no worries :P.
Anywho~
.....
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:D PACATTACK
( Pictures and the like :P )
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[July 16, 2006 @ 2:23pm] |
Hm.
Well, Oddly enough my EPH200 arrived today O_o.
Evben though when I check shipping time, it said Card was declined.
Weird. But the transaction did come up on hte card history later.
ANyway, Oddly enough it seems to be work O_o I'll give a more thurough update in about two weeks for it, Since i've only been takeing it a few days.
It has helped me curb my apetite and I do have more energy, so, Lol.
I think I said this before, but, I did get my SS card finally.
Well, It's being sent to me. But after sitting in the Social security administration building with Jason for 4 hours, And a bit of fast-talk and kitty logics, They're sending it to me. Finally.
Should be in someone mid-week I think. then I have to get a Photo ID.
Hmm.
Well, the only other thing to really update about is my mother.
( Not for the weak of stomache or feint of EMOTIONSRAWR )
Anyway.
So I'm thinking about getting WoW, Tankx was telling me about it and it seems like anice break from FFXI, ANd if his crap-ass computer can run it, then i'm sure the one in hte living room can XD.
I wonder if any of my friends have the 15day free trial thing.
Hm.
Had a weird dream last night that involved a lot of art; and me doing it O_o.
I think my subcounscious is telling me to get back to art >_>'a.
If only my laptop didn't hate me.
Still can't find that damn disk. And this thing won't restore. Looks like i'll have to put a day aside to manual take out all the spyware and viruses.
FUn.
485430958465790454380545 files to go through XD.
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| Nocturnal, So what's it matter? |
[July 06, 2006 @ 9:51am] |
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So I got the job with Wawa for their third shift <3
The people seem nice/funny, It was funny, I was in the manager's office and she was handing me some papers that I need to fill out, and one of the boys that work there [ 16-18, hard to tell with these bastards, they're all like 6 feet tall regaurdless of age ; ; ], Comes in to say somthing, and I didn't know he was like behind/beside me, because i was reading the papers, and Jodi's like " HEY. Joe. Stop checking out the new girl; She's taken. Whadaya need?" I was like LOL
The only reason she knew I was taken was because she asked me a bit about my personal life rofl.
She's funny. Real nice lady, probably around my mother's age.
Anyway, As I was leaving there, I had turned to say good bye to her, and peek out the window [it was fuckin' POORING] And, when i turned back around I sawy Ryan O_o About 10 feet away in the store, On a cell phone. At least. I think it was him. He looks like all the other goons without his glasses XD.
Same face shape/angry look on his face >_> All.. stubbly n'shit O_o . He actually looked kinda shocked/pissed about whatever was going on on his phone, With a [ugly] beanie on his head and a tan shirt that looked somewhat familiar, I didn't stop walking though, Just turned slightly to smile and wave goodbye toa coupla' the ladies I met during my interview.
he had given me a weird look though; Or maybe taht was for whatever was going on on his cell, Duno, but it was hillarious to me XD;. Then I had to run out through pounding, yet light rain, and my heels all wet ; ; I loved those ones and now they're peeling a bit. makes me sad. Poor shoe-sies.
Anyway. my laptop is ka-pootz. It HAD four viruses, all trojans, no biggie, got rid of thwo, but hte other two I can't delete, can't clean, cant even fuckin' quartine. So i tried to find the files they were in mydself [ some java shit] And I couldbn't >_<
Oi. If I loose all my art ... I better back up those files while I can; I have a lot of unfinished stuff!
But I also have no clue where my tablet CDs are. >_< Phook.
Got THF to 31. That's a miracle in it's self. I'm actually haveing a bit of fun with it now. When I fix my laptop i'm going to open up that FFXI journal/picture diare site/LJ I wanted to. ... Once my laptop isn't retarded anymore.
Anyway, kiddie's are wakeing up, so I gots to go soon.
Spent a few hours over at Jay's tonight, His family is so nice yet hillariously mean lol.
We sat around after dinner swaping stories; though mostly lisening to them tell silly/embarassing ones about Jay :P
It's kind of weird, When me and jay talk about our own families, he always mentions about how his Brother Matt [18], and sister Kim [16?] are really selfish and don't care about anyone but themselves, and gives me examples, And I can see it in Kim, she's a young teenage girl; They all go through that stage, But Matt is usually really nice and polite [and a neat freak] O_o.
And he always seems happy to see me when I come over. [ well, yesterday they were all happy to see me because They hadn't seen me in like two weeks XD] , And even if he;s just being nice.
I duno, maybe it's a sibling thing, the whole " >:/ I don't care about you so HMPH -meaniemeanwordshere-" but deep down they do?
I duno, they along exceptionaly well for being so close in age; Jason and Matt.
They're so patheticly geeky sometimes though XD.
They play this card game; it's like Magic the gathering, but like .. with super heros and x-men n'stuff, and like, they act out the attacks they use XD. It's so pathetic, yet funny.
I guess they started it though since matt's deaf, to enjoy it mroe I guess? Duno but it makes me laugh so hard sometimes XD.
We'll be visisting Virginia Agust 31st I believe, to check out a school Kason is interested in; but last nigth he mentioned not being sure if he really wanted to be in that line of work anymore, So, I duno if we're still going.
I'm happy, and sad about it.
Happy because we're no wasteing money, and because he might be picknig a more realistic line of work to try and get into [Video game stuff is great and all, but really hard to get into and means a lot of moveing around until you find the right job], But i'm also sad because... >_> I like visiting other states and places; Damnit. Rofl.
Anyway, I'm out~
I feel really tired/groggy even though i've had plenty of sleep. maybe I over slept.
Been so TIRED for the past three days.
Maybe because i'm worrying so much.
I can't remember the exact date of my last period, I was busy so I forgot to mark it down, but i'm pretty sure this period is late.
but then again, when have my periods ever been on a normal schedual ?
Maybe if I tell jay I wana have sex, it'll come >_> It likes to do that; Interupt important or fun things ...
Oh wait. Already tried that. =~=; -denied yummysexgoodness.-
Ew. Hungry.
I eat too much. been trying to cut down.
Damnit, I really need my SS card but the fucking government building are all shut down in NJ because, DOO DA DOOOO, No Budget. Fucking great. but i need to see my doctor first anyweay to get more "defineing information" before they'll fucking give me a replacement SS card, so I can go gte a freaking photo ID, and my damned Permit.
So I can then give Wawa a Photo ID, my SS card, and my birth certificat so i can get onto orientation so I can get on the schedual for training >_<
Grr, Loseing my freaking mind without a job.
Though I know as soon as I get it i'm gona whine and complain XD.
And that my friends, Is what makes me great :B.
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[July 05, 2006 @ 12:26pm] |
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Hm.
Well, A lot's been going down.
My dad is pretty pissed at me because I freaked on him for trying to kick me out of the house; Again, So he could have that whore-lady friend of his over.
But I freaked on them both. So, atop his normal jack-ass-dom, Now i've got that as well.
Blehk.
I quit Genardies, if you guys remember, due to abusive bitch #1, and other such things.
Got an interview at Wawa in about two hours, for the 10pm-6am shift, fun~
Saw The devil wears prada, Good movie lol.
Been on FF a bit more lately, Got WArrior to 40 finally, but then I got bored of it and lbled my mule a bit, her mage classes, before I started lvling THF again, got it tooo .. 27 so far.
I play on Asura server, btw if anyone else is playing. Fayne or Alaicia :B.
-- Uhg, NJ has no budget; Today a lot of government buildings didn't open and what not; Which pisses me off. How am I suppose to get my SS card? Uhg.
But, well, welcome to Jersey, right? our governer is fucking idiot. And.. oooh, what's his name.. someone high up wants to ban Tanning salons because his friend died of Skin cancer, Wtf?
The man never even went NEAR one, let alone in it. What's next? Gona ban the sun? Huh huh?
Rofl.
I love idiots. <3
Art has been slow; I can't seem to get anything out. Bleh.
Bored.
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[June 09, 2006 @ 11:49am] |
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Interview today at 4pm with Koal's.
Been is funky moods lately.
All my stuff is at Jason's. I crashed there last night, and i'll be back tonight and be spending the night playing games, or going to Kennedy's for More Halo.
Last night we Played Super Smash Bros. With Matt, Lol. I kick both their asses so bad in like .. every game. Except halo, Jay's a bit better then me >_>.
Omg have you seen the Trailer for Super smash Bros. Brawl ?
Snake [Solid Snake] Is gona be in it <3!!!
It's so funny XD.
Wario makes me sad.
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[May 30, 2006 @ 10:13am] |
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I quit my job.
And before anyone starts thinking of ill of me, I think you should know why.
The people I work with, are a pack of jack asses and omega-cunts, Yet, I dealed with it, and went on.
My back was killing me constantly, to tears.
Yet I dealed with it, I went on.
Customers from out of state pour in daily; And treat me like shit for no reason. Insult, Verbally abuse, but, Hey, Whatever, People are jack asses, I get called a Bitch if I don't get their change fast enough; What ev. I'll never see the person again and It's just some jack ass, Whatev.
Yesterday, I was hit. By a customer.
Leme lay it down for you all.
It's memorial day, everyone is a little testy, running in for last minute items, things they forgot, or to do their entire 250$ worth of BBQ food on he day of the party. So, people are snippy. What ev.
My chas draw is getting really low, and things have started to die down, So two people with small orders step into my line; I figure i'll finish them and then go get a loan, A third person steps in while i'm scanning, and I ask them to go to another line; THat I have to run an erand after I finish these two up.
SO I get to the last couple in my line, an older fellow, around .. Oooh, 40 year's old, And his wife. I'm scanning their items when someone else steps into my line, I sigh, but the person only had a few items So I decided i'd just do her and then get the loan.
Of course the guy looks at me and says " Instead of looking like a fucking idiot why don't you just turn your damn light off."
Now, we're not suppose to do that, A loan only takes a minute or two to get, and we're only allowed to turn our lights off when on break. It's how they keep track of us.
I say " Excuse me? " and he repeated it. I told him how we're not allowed to turn it off, and that if he continued to talk to me like that, that he'll have to deal with the manager, and that I'll press charges for verbal assualt.
He says somthing else that, at this point I wasn't paying attention to, more foul words that makes his wife step back a slight bit, and the old lady who had come into my line scowl verbally, I think she might have even been growling. I slammed down the meat I had been putting into a bag, grabbed hte phone at my check stand, and called customer Service.
" I need a manager over here Immediatly, I have a violent customer."
I was only on checkstand three, so I could see most of Cust. Serv. And i saw Lisa [ God I fucking hate her, but I couldn't be picky.] Makeing her way out, she get's stopped, the man is stareing me down now, but I'm just leaning against my register and waiting. He says " just give me my fucking reciept you bitch." My eyes are starting to tear now, Normally I can ignore people I don't know being so nasty, But it's just been so many in the past few weeks that it's really starting to wear on me.
I look to him, and I feel tears starting to stream dsown my face, which felt ungodly hot. I told him A manager was comeing, and turned away again.
I was watching someone stop Lisa at the Cust. Serv. Desk, and I felt a pang in my heart, She was going to take longer. What fucking part of "Violent customer' do these asshats not understand?
Next thing I know my right arm had been hit and I was jarred forward a bit as the guy snatched his reciept.
Lisa finally gets here, and I'm just full out crying, my arm was killing me. Lisa is yelling at me to tell ehr what happened, I was trying to tell her but she kept saying " just telling already! " and I was trying!
I was pointing at the guy as he was rushing a bit to get out of the store, and I was trying to tell her. But she kept cutting me off.
So she sends me to sit her office and calm down.
Long story short she didn't fucking do anything, scolded me for not telling her right away, And not telling the people at cust. Serv. THat the guy was violent [IFUCKINGDID] and that this was my fault.
So now I'm really upset.
I use their phone eto call Jay, hopeing To talk him into comeing to visit me on my break, which was only two or so hours away, So i was sitting in the manager's office, Caryn had given me some tissues and a few comforting words and left me to make the call in private.
So I was in hte middle of leaving a message in his voice mail, when I saw a large figure in a familiar dark shirt while I was stareing absent mindedly out the door, watching the check stands blankly.
I stood up and tried tdo focus more.. And went running.
It was Jason.
We talked a moment, I showed him the red welt on my arm, and I don't think i've ever seen so much anger in his eyes before.
We hugged, I cried a bit, and I went back to work.
By my lunch, I was thuroughly pissed off and disgusted.
I just couldn't stand it anymore.
We sit outside in his car for a bit, and i'm fumeing and crying, he gets me some BK comfort food, when I tell him how much i've wanted to quit for a while, and he said he knows, and that he thinks i'm very strong for staying as long as I did. blah blah ..
I go in at the end of my break. I tell Lisa That I can't take this crap anymore, I can't stand being treated like this on a daily bases, being assulting and then being told it didn't happen because the camera didn't catch it, and being called a liar. And no one , save for one other employee careing.
I just couldn't stand these people I worked with, and I served, any freaking longer, I wanted to put in my two week.
She starts going on about how I'm only 18 and that I don't know anything about the real world, and that I'm just acting spoiled, and that I need to toughen up if I'm going to make it anywhere.
What.
The.
Fuck !?
WHo the HELL says that?!
What compells people to be such CUNTS to people they don't even know?
So I told her " You know what? Forget it. I'm quiting now." and she says " Not very mature of you." But I was too upset to even fucking respond.
And I left. Jay had finally gotten out food, they forgot ot send it out to us e_e.
So we came back to my house, I got changed, told my dad what happened; He was fumeing. he called there and was argueing with Lisa before he got tired of her bullshiting.
I havn't talked to him since then though, I left and went to Jay's, and he treated me like royalty, massaged me constantly, held and pet and hugged, watched TVB with me, layed with me, even when he was playing a card game with his brother, he still payed attention to me, and even made me a sammich :P
Siad he loved me and didn't think any different of me, blah blah, ... I still feel shitty though, But.. bleh.
Our anniversery is this thursday. And now I don't have anything for him.
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[May 25, 2006 @ 7:49am] |
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Hm.
Where to start.
Well. Work is, well, work.
A few people I clash with, but, with someone like myself, that was expected.
Except with Megan. What the hell crawled up this girl's ass.
16, maybe 17 years old, I used to be friends with her a few years back. Well. Not friends. Her dad owned the apartment we were living in.. well, it was a town house, And I had friends that were friends with her and we all hung out together.
Years ago.
Saw her a few times in highschool, had gym together.
But she's a fucking BITCH.
Her and her sister are twins. And I hate them.
Well, i hate megan now.
She's always starting shit with me. I'll be leaning against the side of my checkstand while I wait for customers, or are writeing somthing down; and she yells at me. Uhm. Helllooooo. We're /allowed/ to do that you twisted cunt.
Or i'll sit down in the bag thing on hte inside of my check stand, to fix my shoe or my sock or my pants, and she'll either run up and be like " omg you're not allowed to do that, Stand up right now." Or she'll call someone else's check stand around me, and tell /them/ to tell me to get up.
What the HELL. I'm fixing my damn shoe you cavernous twat.
Or she just gives me nasty ass looks and growls somthing under her breath at me. For ... no reason.
At this point I think it would piss her off more if I just ignored her.
Lord only knows what crawled up her ass. My first day, I walked over, tried to be nice, bagged for her while waiting for my ride, ect, and she gave me the cold shoulder. I havn't even talked to her in years.
What a bitch.
Anyway.
Being in one spot, all day, not walking around, on my feet,... Is really starting to kill my back.
I'm in constant pain, But I can't say shit to anyone about it. Uhg.
I don't want to go in today, i'm tired, I have no money for lunch, and nothing to bring in, and I have to walk to work. and then stand there for 8+ hours, and deal with nasty, cruel old people who think, it's okay to call me ugly, mean [even though i'm not] and be nasty to me,... Just because they're old and I'm not allowed to say anything.
Uhg.
I think i'm going to lay back down for an hour or so, Maybe I can get a ride to work.
Our six-month anniversery in next thursday. I wonder if he'll remember.
Actually I think he will, only because I said " Wow, it's the end of hte month already. sped by so fast" But I had been talking about, Because x-3 is comeing out tomorrow, and he said " What's at the-- Oooooh." And then I kept talking about X-3 and it wasn't until later that I realized he thought I was talking about our 6-month, Lol.
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[May 09, 2006 @ 6:48pm] |
Oi.
Well, interview went well, today I had my Orientation, Only 4 hours, but .. Good lord, Monotone much?
Between the stupid video on safety you know the typical "DUR DUN NOT STABBIE JOO SELF" BS, and hte computer voice on the computer orientation I had to do.. e_e Jeeze.
Fun fun.
So hungry.
Duno when my training will be, gettin the call tomorrow, woo.
Watching E3.
-drool.-
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[May 04, 2006 @ 10:35am] |
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Havn'tbeenpostingduetomassdepressionaboutmybodyandlifeblahblah.
But!
I've got an interview today!
Finally! After what, a year .. or two?
Gawd.
Not as nervous as I thought i would be.
It's at a place called Genuardies, Kinda like a Shoprite+1, Pricier, but nicer. It's about a ... 25 or so minute walk for me from my house. It's not too long.
I could use hte exercise anyway~
She has a few people to interview before me, But I mean, summersa'comin' So I'm sure she'll be hireing a few people. And who wouldn't want a friendly little kitten like myself? i mean, Gawd :X.
I'm feeling abit better today, Jay spent the night with me and we watched x-men again, and he even watched two episodes of Ghost Hunters with me :3. Even though he's petrified of it lol.
He also bought me this pretty glass swan, hollowed out, with a small hole in it's back, so it's body is filled with water [and it's bent over and curved head, for some reason, looks pretty though.] with a pretty pink rose and babys-breath with a pretty white ribbon/bow ^^.
He knows how to make me feel better; And loved.
He spent the night to help me feel a bit better, constantly craddleing and petting me, telling me i'm beautiful, blah blah, Embarassing now that I talk about it lol.
He also brought me Banana-chips ^^
I rarely get those, gawd they're so yummy.
And better for me then chips~
Anyway, back to getting ready, i want to be ready a few hours ahead of when I have to leave so I won't be running around all willy-nilly last minute.
Wish I had a lisence -_-.
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| Back in black. |
[March 09, 2006 @ 10:26am] |
Alright ladies. And gents.
Just got back from North Carolina.
Fuckin/ NICE area, actually.
But, I'll write about that on a seperate document so I don't LOSE it if Myspace and LJ are all RAWR NO POSTING FOR JOO or somthing.
Because it's going to be long.
HELLA long.
I'll replace this post with that once I get it all together.
Yum.
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| For You To Understand; And For You To Answer. |
[March 04, 2006 @ 4:07pm] |
A drawing.
Not a collection of lines and shapes drawn on a piece of paper, but a visible, tangible manifestation of thought, emotion, personality, everything and anything within the mind.. weaved into existance by its creator.
From our mind, it is understood that one can create actions in reality by pure thought. As one weaves emotion onto canvas, who says that what is drawn cannot call you its mother.
A drawing is an artist's child.
Now that we know how a drawing is brought to life,
is it consumed by death?
Jason's Rebuttal:[He posted this in response to the above; Only on my Myspace Blog.] "What goes up - must come down. While this untangible thought becomes tangible through means of "birth", it doesn't exactly follow the same laws of science.
This bastard child is immortal in the most realistic definition. Immortal in the sense that it's life will never end naturally. It may only be slaughtered. Destroyed, lost in a fire, ect.
Sure - it may be mimicked, cloned, copied, redesigned, refurnished, ect. - but then it simply becomes a lifeless peice of work, never the same. It has no soul at that point.
A true piece of artwork is hard to find in it's original context - which is why they are praised so highly in muesums. Living legends, a look into the mentality of the past. Most have died - even more are copies or remastered, very few children remain. Because along with their parents - ashes to ashes, dust to dust."
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[February 28, 2006 @ 11:42pm] |
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Okay, Quickie update because haveing Sarah swoop in randomly on AIM and scold me for not updateing? Not so pleasent. x_o Sorry babe.
My laptop crashed, a couple of viruses had a tooth-and-claw-party inside it or somthing; Thus my whole not talking to anyone or ... anything.
See? Excuse. Point; Steph.
I'll give a full indepth about things that have been effecting me pretty heavily possibly tomorrow afternoon when I have the time~
SARAH:::: ... get myspace. I demand it, and Jay demands it. Thus it is law that you must.
... Pease?
We can be camera whores together =D -smilesmile.-
Superhappyfuntime; Pwomise.
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[January 26, 2006 @ 3:51pm] |
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Doodled that up yesterday inbetween coughing up my lungs and sneezing out my brain-goo.
Feeling a little better today.
Hopefully I'll be right as rain by tomorrow, Jay has somthing apparently planned for me o.o
But he won't tell me.
Cheeky little thing, isn't he?
[ Okay so, LJ must hate my computer. I can't view my own LJ, or anyone's, actually. Wtf. .. I like my new icons.]
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[January 22, 2006 @ 12:03pm] |
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Allllrriiight.
Well.
Where to start.
Not that it really matters, since It's kinda fuzzy, lol.
Last night three of Jay [ our?] friends came over to Jay's; It was Catrina,John and Sunny.
They got here around ... ten-ish, and brought much alcohol-goodness.
So the guys had to head out for Ice [ hur hur we're so smart, we were just at the wawa and forgot ice. lol]
So while they were gone, me and the girls had a few drinks and talked n'stuff.
I can remember the night, but like, not details.
So anyway, pretty much we all sat around and drank and did silly stuff, I made two trips to the beach last night, Once with Kat, and then again later with John.
And apparently inbetween that I totally spilled my guts about how much I love everyone >>;.
Omg, I'm not hung over, but I still feel buzzed. Plus i'm haveing another drink right now with Jay.
I should go home to my dad, Since it's his birthday. But, I duno.
Apparently, I've been invited to next weekends.. shindig..party... thing. camping. lol
It's weird how I can't really speak properly right now and i'm fuzzy headed, butmy typing is perfect.
Anyway, all in all I had a helluva lota fun, except for the fact that Jay really didn't pay me much attention but was all over Kat and the others, which atcually really hurt me and really pissed me off and I was crying all morning when I sobered up, but we talked about it n'stuff and I feel a little better, but i'm not sure if i'll be able to open up again and try to let people in for a while.
I'm agraid of the burn, I guess.
because it's still kinda tender, even though we talked about it and sorted things out, I went through a box of tissues, my nose hurts, i've got a bit of a headache [ though lights aren't makeing it hurt though, so i guess it's not too bad]
and some other stuff that totally just ... ran out of my head.
They were takeing pictures last night so when I see them up [ probably on myspace lol..] i'll snag'em and post'em here.
and then you all can laugh at me stupid drunk ass.
Well, not really drunk. No one got drunk, we were all just buzzed as hell XD.
Magical magical.
I don't know why it carried over to today though, But I probably shouldn't go home like this, And I probably reak of captain morgan, smirnoff and popcorn.
Jay was throwing popcorn at me last night trying to get it down my shirt XD then he just threw a handfull, which is currently ALL OVER the floor.
-stares..-
Feh.
I think i'm starting to feel a little sick, so I should stop stareing at this screen. .. XD
I'll update more when I can remember things better.
nlrl
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[January 21, 2006 @ 3:16pm] |
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Well, Just got pretty much done cleaning up Jay's part of the house [ The dungeon, WwwooOOooOoo!..No seriously, it's the downstairs XD.]
It's so much better now lol.
He left for work around 8am this morning.. I think. I rolled around for an hour or so before getting up and turning my heating pad on, While resting on that [ Like I am again now, Heh.] I sorta zoned out lisening to some Ambient, and then I heard the rattle of the front door. [ The upstairs and downstairs are seperated by steps outside. it's kinda a beach house. Literally. Beach is .. right there. I can hear the waves >>.] So it took me a moment before I realized someone was unlocking the door.
I got a little scared for a moment, Because Jay had told me to keep a low profile today [ I guess to avoid any problems with Ryan?] And then the door opened and Kyle called out softly for me, I guess she thought I was still sleeping?
So we talked for a few minutes, she was just dropping in to say hi before she went out. [ to work? shopping? duno, I didn't pry.]
So after that I got up, had a super breakfast of some chips and water [ curse you Jason and your lack of food-stuffs down here.]
So I lurked around for a bit, streaching and assessing the damage he'd done over the past couple weeks >> ...
And then I turned on some music, and got to work.
Took me a few hours, But I got the job done.
--- Now, don't go thinking he made me do this; I offered.
Call me crazy, But I actually wanted to clean this up o.o .
I have no clue why, and I can't explain it, but I urged to do it, and he let me, lol.
So I'm just waiting for him to get home from work now, which is prolly not for about 2 and a half, maybe three hours.
Can't wait <3
I might offer my assitance to Kyle when she cleans up upstairs after her .. test... thingy..
Duno why I feel like this O_o.
But oh well, no one is complaining.
Though I am getting hungry, had some popcorn and water and a few chips, but thats about it all day.
Supposedly some of his friends [ three I think; two i've met.] are comeing down later tonight?
Which might be cool, But I guess i'm afraid of reaching out again. Hrm.
I think I banged my right shin, it hurts.
-- By the way, Like my new layout?
I'm going to try and work on some new mood-based icons, though It sucks only being able to have three icons. Curse you LJ.
But you know, no job. So, no paying for a better account.
What the hell else do you get when you buy an account other then more icon space anyway O_o. Anyone know?
I'm too lazy to look it up.
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[January 19, 2006 @ 2:32pm] |
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Well, last night I got excited because I was gona see Kyle, and she was gona make din-dins, and I was gona help, and I was all Woohoo!
And then she calls to tell Jay that Ryan is being all Rawrrawr and didn't want me up there ..
So~... I got sad. And cried like a little baby, and went home.
And then an hour or so later after I cried to meh fatha' " boohoo daddeh theh no likes meh ; ; I wanted friends and they all rawr" and what not, Jay was all, let's hang out more!
And I was all, okay! Even though it was like, 11pm.
lol..
Geh, I'm tired of trying.
Everytime I open up my shell enough to reach out and try to network with people, and make friends, I fucking get burnt.
ever.
time.
It hurts, it really does.
I mean, I thought me and kyle were friends, I like her, and .. No one wants me around ._.
'cept Jay, but dat's his job as deh Bo'frien' -nod.-
I'm feeling kinda cruddy again now that i'm thinking about it, but, oh well.
GOt some good sleep for one last night [ normaly Jay's snoring makes it hard to fall asleep, but he let me fall asleep first] and other then my back wakeing me up a few times it was okay. Restless, but okay.
But now i'm tired again so I might take a nap, since as soon as I got home dad was all "RAWR RAWR JOO CLEAN NOWZ" so much cleaning was done.
I was gona play some fable while I rested on my heating pad but I think a nap is in order. Or, at least resting my eyes for a bit, for some reason i'm uber sensitive to light today [ it's not even bright out, wonderfully cloudly and I had my hand over my eyes groaning about the light hurting on the ride home.] So, I duno, but looking at this screen is makeing it hurt too, bleh.
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